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sun and moon

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books

books

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Symphonie corporelle or Body music

rose

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Abandoned

paintings

396 deviations
Literature

1. Introduction

I imagine it.   I should clean that knife. Run water over it. Put a dish towel in my hand. Run it across to dry it. "Accidently" make the blade the part that runs over my palm. Blood gushing out. Knife falling. Staring in shock. Maybe screaming. Maybe having to go to the doctors.   I imagine it.   How would my family react? My friends? Do I really care how it makes them feel?   The image won't leave my mind. I don't understand. It's not like I have much of a desire to do that to myself.   So why do I keep thinking it?   I imagine it.   In the shower, holding my

cutting

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abuse.

abuse rape

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my sexy socks

awesome shit

1 deviation
Play Life

cassette tape

2 deviations
Welcome Spring

recepgulec

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See Right Through Me

re-do drawing

6 deviations
Nude in the dark by L. Proctor

fairfieldartist

19 deviations
Literature

Paper Heart and Painted Smiles

Some promises just Can’t         Be             Made Because we all go home At night and we all lie In        The             Dark Where there’s no-one to save us And you can’t hide from yourself So the paper heart rips and the Painted        Smiles             Fade

OnlyJustaMemory

13 deviations
Music in a Glass

completed drawings

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just stay strong . ..

light-from-Emirates

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labels dont lie

sadyrae3

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Ice Resolution by Leonid Afremov

Leonidafremov

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Raining Mad Hatter

Panda-secret-crush

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An Accusation of Mangroves

peggymintun

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muse

458749224979866

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Rebirth

cjheery

17 deviations
Small Red Dot In The City

show the love

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True Love Way

Alexandru1988

20 deviations
Apple

avatars

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Tape Cassette Icon

emoticons

63 deviations
Literature

you'll never miss me, huh?

alone, we all wander the same desperate streets, searching for meaning between the cracks in the sidewalks and hope in the smoggy skies that choke out the stars. walking the same streets all alone, we're trapped in our hunt, forever to look for love where there isn't a drop to be found. the car horns barely shake us from our dreams, walking like the living dead through hollow worlds everyone is dead in this city. everyone here bleeds. and even though there are thousands searching for the same exact things, we all feel like there's nobody there to hear us.

dontwakeup

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41 of 50

penny dreadfuls

8 deviations
The Colorhead Man

fleur de lis

8 deviations
cc

Campo-Diaz

14 deviations
Love Like Winter

A Tale of Two Cities

2 deviations
sunshine

collages

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Yellow

tinkwig

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The Struggle Between Apathy and Not Caring

digital

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vindicater

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maryana01

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99 Red Balloons 17

intergalacticstock

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My Wasted Heart

project

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estallidos

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+ Changing +

nonnetta

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purple Day

netagoren

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12.

chpsauce

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Never Good Enough

Undertheunkown

5 deviations
Sparks

ChristopherOShea

10 deviations
Literature

she will never get enough

a nervous bird flapping its wings inside of my chest slowly caving in like bending back and holding on with your drunk hands that will turn your arms into rubber the day after and because i have been limp for so long, i don't want you to taste so wrong anymore getting back to how we were unbroken and when my heart was still steady before beehives in my head and empty space in my mouth where nothing compares or is simply loud enough

galore-smileypie

7 deviations