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There's a certain kind of beauty in pain.
Its a twisted kind of longing, that gnaws
At my insides; while I sit alone, yearning
For the past years when I was miserable.
Sometimes I want to go back. And
I want to cry. But there is nothing
To cry about, no tears worth being shed.
I've led a privileged life; I shouldn't
Be so sad.
The past never leaves you,
It is always there. In the quiets of your mind,
Covered up with the blanket of everyday life.
With all its simplicity and ease:
You are happy. Sometimes.
But when you get alone -
You are always alone.
No one around.
No friends.
No hobbies.
Nothing.
But the loneliness.
And its killing you,
Killing me.
Its a twisted kind of longing, that gnaws
At my insides; while I sit alone, yearning
For the past years when I was miserable.
Sometimes I want to go back. And
I want to cry. But there is nothing
To cry about, no tears worth being shed.
I've led a privileged life; I shouldn't
Be so sad.
The past never leaves you,
It is always there. In the quiets of your mind,
Covered up with the blanket of everyday life.
With all its simplicity and ease:
You are happy. Sometimes.
But when you get alone -
You are always alone.
No one around.
No friends.
No hobbies.
Nothing.
But the loneliness.
And its killing you,
Killing me.
Literature
I Wish I Could Speak French
I wish I could speak French so I could talk freely with our Northern Neighbors. So I could laugh with the leather-clad man with proud lips and a pin-stripe beard as his fingers made a net for his stomach to contain the flood of joy. Instead of merely 'oui' or 'non' or a bewildered 'je ne sais quoi' or a curious 'l'ananas?' None of these promote conversation, around which their exotic culture revolves. I wish I could speak French so I could roam the Alps and the moist sandy avenues under le soleil et les nuages. So I could understand the fanciful names on street signs and posters in the Louvre.
Literature
Do you feel the same?
I'm still just so lost
Can't believe my sadness
You shouldn't leave
What can I say?
I never felt this way
Tried to ignore it for months
I can't hide no more
Maybe it's too late?
My blush increases every second
You know I like someone
But you don't know it's you
Maybe it's true?
You make me smile
I talk happily with you
With you I feel safe and happy
Do you feel the same?
Literature
Quiet
One day
I woke up to the sound of breaking.
The fire was outside my window
And the smoke streamed in over my head
And the sirens, oh, the sirens
The red and the blue and the red reflected
On grey and black and grey and death.
I thought about how my heart
Had ached and my lungs had burned
And I closed my eyes.
One day
I woke up to the sound of stillness.
The needle sunk in my wrist
And the blurriness clouded my vision
And the beeping, oh, the beeping
The red and the black and the red smeared across
The white and grey and white and nothing.
I thought about how my mind
Had ran and my muscles had atrophied
And I closed my eyes.
One day
I woke
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